Butterfly, butterfly, where do you fly? Where do you fly, my butterfly?

I came to the United States as a child speaking only six words of English; none of them particularly useful in my opinion, but feel free to judge for yourself ☝️. 

My relationship with the English language was complicated. Falling in love with it and following the mind doors it opened created fissures with the immigrant cradle that nursed me. Fiction writing was a forbidden path. And yet, I couldn't seem to help myself. Thus, decades of friction and dualities ensued!

(Here I must apologize for my heartstring-pulling as the story above is just a long-winded justification for not holding an MFA.)